God's plan for you has always been prosperity, safety, and rest.
Isaiah 55 paints a clear picture of the life God wants you to have.
Eating the finest foods. Enjoying His unfailing love. Walking in power and strength. Leading others to repentance and obedience.
There's only one requirement to live this kind of life: Come to God with your ears wide open. Listen to what He says, and you will find abundant life.
If this is not your life, it's because you aren't listening. You are too busy doing your own thing.
His ways are not our ways. They are much higher. The best life you can create on your own doesn't even compare to the abundant life available to you by simply listening and obeying what God says.
Most everything He leads you to do won't make sense at first. That's why few live in God's abundance.
Most people stick with what they can understand. Don't let that be you. Decide now to trust God and obey even when you don't understand. That's called faith, by the way.